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  Stripping down in a hurry, I jumped in the shower, bringing my electric beard trimmer in with me to save time. I know, electronics and water don’t traditionally mix, but I’ve told you that I like to live on the edge.

  Facial hair down to a subtle scruff, I tossed the shaver outside onto my waiting towel and lathered up from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet.

  I wasn’t in a rush, but I was straight off of a ten-hour shift and slightly on the sleepy side, so I knew it’d be best to use my time wisely.

  Get in, meet the bloodsucker, get out.

  A quick rinse, towel dry, and I was spit shined and ready to go.

  I grabbed some jeans and a T-shirt from my closet and swept my jacket off of the chair at my desk as I headed for the door. The toe of my boot stutter-stepped on the hardwood floor as I turned around to head back to the computer and pull up Google.

  One quick search told me the Journal offices were pretty easily located off of Market Street, about a mile walk from my apartment.

  One last click into my email came up empty once again.

  My lonely email stared back at me.

  To: Lola Sexton

  From: Reed Luca

  Lola,

  I considered it an absurdity as we sat down together, but by the time we left, I knew your shirt to be true.

  You are a unicorn.

  Love,

  Reed

  It was true. One of a kind and hard to find, Lola Sexton was the closest thing to a one-horned winged horse I’d ever seen.

  I’d thought so anyway—but now she didn’t want to play. Maybe I was wrong.

  Slightly frustrated, I clicked out of the browser, shut the laptop, and headed for the door.

  Since the fog had burned off and the sun was shining, I decided walking was the way to go.

  It also happened to be one of the easiest walks I’d probably ever complete in San Francisco. When it came to my hometown, the mileage was nothing compared to the topography. But on my journey to the Journal, if I walked south to Geary Boulevard and across to Market, I’d barely have to do any hills at all. It was a San Fran miracle and one tick in the win column for the Leech.

  It took me just under thirty minutes to make the walk, and it felt nice not to rush. As differently as I tried to live my life, even I had some sort of schedule and plans to live by on a day-to-day basis. But I didn’t have a set time to be there today. Not in my mind and not on their schedule, so I took my time, taking in the weather and the people and the overall vibe of the city. It felt like it lived and breathed—like a companion even when you were alone.

  To me, that kind of power in a place never got old. Because it changed as we, the people of the city, did—accepting the culture and shifts, even down to the minutia of each neighborhood individually—with grace and poise.

  Most people wouldn’t think a city could be all of those things, but it could. I’d lived it.

  The door to the building was heavy, more so than I expected, and sardonically, I half thought that maybe they’d done it just to keep me out. But I bested the beast and let it slam shut behind me as I approached the front desk with an easy stride.

  The receptionist rose from her seat and took in my attire with a judgmental eye. It didn’t say serious and it didn’t say news, but it did say Reed—and that made all the difference to me.

  “Can I help you?” she asked, suspicious nicety a version of her voice I hadn’t known was possible.

  I smiled. “I hope so. I’m here to see Rhonda Leech.”

  She nearly rolled her eyes, and in that one simple disposition, she told me something about the woman seeking me out. She didn’t take random meetings with Joe Schmo off the street in a T-shirt and jeans, and she didn’t take meetings with people she wasn’t expecting. Obviously, she held some kind of position of power, but I still didn’t know what she wanted with me.

  The woman in front of me picked up the phone and dialed before asking, “And you are?”

  “Reed Luca,” I answered easily.

  The judgment in her eyes shifted and moved over as recognition flared. Interesting. I guess a lot of people did see my video. Either that, or she had a connection down at police headquarters—my old home away from home.

  “I have a visitor for Ms. Leech,” Receptionist Girl said, presumably to Rhonda’s assistant. “Yes.”

  She pulled the phone away from her mouth and spoke to me directly. “Do you have an appointment?”

  I smiled easily. “Nope.”

  Her eyes narrowed, but she went back to speaking into the phone. “No. Yes, I know. He says his name is Reed Luca.”

  I could practically see the moment the person on the other end of the phone told her that was a horse of a different color. The Wizard would definitely see me now.

  “Okay. Yep. I’ll send him up.”

  Ah. I’ve got the golden ticketttt. Hey, there was no harm in mixing movie metaphors.

  Receptionist Girl didn’t hesitate or say anything about our little moment. Sure, she could have just been trying to be professional, but I had a feeling it had more to do with a stubborn streak in her personality and not liking to be wrong.

  “Just right through those doors, up the stairs, down the hall, and to the left. Her assistant will be waiting for you.”

  “Fantastic,” I said with a cheeky grin as I slid by with a wave.

  The route was just as she’d said, and an impeccably dressed man, most likely in his early twenties, stood waiting for me just as she’d said he would. But she hadn’t said anything about how thoroughly he’d be vibrating with excitement.

  “Reed?” he confirmed as I approached.

  “Yep.” He held out his hand to shake, so I took it.

  “Nice to meet you,” he said with a genuine smile and what I imagine was a mental heel-click.

  “You too, man. What’s your name?”

  “Oh, sorry, I was distracted,” he apologized. “It’s Lyle.”

  “No problem, Lyle. Sorry if I distracted you.”

  “Oh, no. It’s just…she was expecting a phone call,” he said gleefully. If he hadn’t been standing, I swear even his toes would have stood on end. I couldn’t wait to find out what that was about.

  “Yeah, I don’t do what people expect a lot.”

  He was nearly apoplectic. “God, this is amazing.”

  I laughed at his enthusiasm. “I take it she doesn’t get surprised much?”

  “Never. Not in my tenure here anyway. So you really made my day.”

  I slapped him on the shoulder and chuckled. “Happy to do it.”

  “Here we are,” he said, quieting his voice considerably and stopping to let me step ahead of him. I stopped and turned around.

  “I guess she’s a big deal around here, huh?”

  “Editor in chief.”

  Well, well. I smiled huge as I thought of the woman who considered me her mortal enemy, and the possibility that, in order to get her attention, I might have to make her mine.

  Maybe this would be even better than I thought.

  The afternoon sun warmed my bare shoulders as I rode to a stop inside Golden Gate Park—one of my favorite writing spots on good weather days…and a good excuse to procrastinate by taking the thirty minutes to ride there. After scanning my surroundings for the safest place to lock up Daisy, I walked her toward an empty pole and wrapped the lock around her frame. My phone vibrated against my skin as I slipped my helmet off my head and hung it on her handlebars. I pulled my phone out of my pocket but didn’t look at it as I headed toward the Conservatory of Flowers to find a spot to lay a blanket on the lawn and stretch out with my laptop.

  By the time I got there and settled, it rang two more times. When it rang a fourth time, I knew I either had to answer it or stick it down my pants and use it as a vibrator because the calls weren’t going to stop coming.

  Given the public nature of my setting, I deferred on the latter.

  “Hold your fucking horses,” I mumbled to mysel
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  Incoming Call: The Devil

  Jesus. Good thing I’d decided against masturbation.

  “Hey, Joe,” I greeted as I cradled the phone between my ear and shoulder.

  And I know what you’re thinking, The Devil?

  But seriously, writer’s block can make you do some weird things at three a.m.

  And honestly, the title suited him 99.9% of the time, so why change it?

  “Shit’s about to change, sweetheart,” he responded and made a little eh-eh sound to clear his throat. “I just got word the Journal snatched up your advice nemesis, and now I’ve got every Tom, Dick, and Harry in the publishing industry ringing my phone off the goddamn hook to get your thoughts.”

  Tom, Dick, and Harry? What in the actual fuck was he trying to say?

  Whenever Joe started acting like an old-timey newspaperman from the fifties, he was amped about something. I also found it impossible to translate.

  “Speak English, Joe. I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

  “That cocky vlogger,” he answered. “The Journal just offered him a dating and advice column, and he accepted.”

  I furrowed my brow in disbelief. “Excuse me?”

  “Reed Luca.”

  “I’m sorry, what?” It was a joke. It had to be a fucking joke, right? Or I was hearing things. I’d been a little unnaturally preoccupied by the weasel lately. This was some kind of transference or projecting or some psychobabble bullshit. There was no way Joe actually just said the words it sounded like he said.

  No. Way.

  Joe sighed into the receiver. “Listen, honey, I’ve got a pastrami on rye sitting on my desk waiting for me to sink my chompers into. I’m not sure how many other ways I can explain this. Reed Luca has his own column now with the San Francisco Journal—”

  I cut him off before he could finish. “What in the hell is his column called?”

  “Reed This.”

  Oh, well, isn’t that just too fucking clever. The bastard.

  “And what is the point of Reed This?” I asked through gritted teeth.

  “To give the opposing view to Sex Says,” Joe responded without the irate reaction I had hoped for. I mean, why was I the only one pissed off about this?

  There was no way in hell this was about to be my life. I had done everything I could to avoid Reed Luca, even ignoring the email he had sent me a few weeks back. It was some senseless message about me being a unicorn. I honestly didn’t know if he was telling me I was rare in a good way, or if it was the start of some ridiculous insight on how I live in a fantasy world.

  I had refused to take the bait and fall down that rabbit hole of nonsense. Or get pulled into his web of insanely attractive, I thought in annoyance.

  “That pretentious, know-it-all, far-too-confident, good-looking motherfucker.”

  “Christ, that’s a pointed description,” Joe noted in surprise. “Why am I getting the impression you’ve met him?”

  “That’s not the point, Joe,” I quickly redirected. “What in the hell am I supposed to do with this?”

  “You’re not supposed to do anything. This is good publicity.”

  “Good publicity!” I exclaimed. “How is this good publicity? Reed Luca is going to be writing a dating and advice column that contradicts everything I tell my readers!”

  “Trust me, Lola, this is a good thing.” Joe’s voice was too goddamn calm for this, and it only made me more irate.

  “This feels like a terrible fucking thing, Joe!”

  “Just keep writing, Lola,” he answered, calm and collected. “That’s what we pay you to do.”

  “Son of a bitch,” I muttered and stomped my Converse-clad foot against the pavement.

  “Oh, and Lola, that ‘pretentious, know-it-all, far-too-confident, good-looking motherfucker’ won’t be too well received by the conservative crowd. Mind giving me something a little less colorful?”

  My jaw clenched in response. “That pretentious, know-it-all, cocky prick has barked up the wrong tree.”

  “You took out good-looking—”

  “Joe!”

  He chuckled. “Fine. Fine. That’ll do.”

  The second I hung up the phone, I sat down on an empty park bench and pulled up my internet browser. And the instant the San Francisco Journal’s website loaded, Reed Luca’s smug smirk stared straight back at me.

  Reed This, Ladies and Gentlemen:

  He captivated the world with his thought-provoking take on the Sex Says advice column a few weeks ago, and now, we’re pleased to announce that Reed Luca will be the fresh, new voice for the San Francisco Journal’s newest column, Reed This.

  Fresh, new voice, my asshole.

  Before the Journal could force-feed me more bullshit, my phone lit up with a text notification and I pulled up my messages.

  543-217-6789: Hi, Lola. This is Tammy Boyd with Glamour magazine. I’d love to schedule a phone chat with you and ask you a few questions regarding your response to Reed Luca getting an opposing column with the Journal.

  And then again.

  689-432-9014: Hello, Lola. This is Mark Sommers with the New York Press, and I’d love to get a few words from you regarding Reed Luca and his new column, Reed This.

  And then again.

  And then again.

  And then again.

  Until all I could do was turn off my phone and shout at the top of my lungs, “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me, universe!”

  Three pigeons flapped their wings erratically and scattered away at my words, and a full-cheeked baby moving past me in a stroller started to cry. Her mother flashed me the look—you know, the look that said, “I’ll murder you if you shout profanities near my child again.”

  Frankly, I couldn’t blame her. I was sitting on a park bench by myself and screaming like a lunatic. This wasn’t good. I was scaring babies, and even birds could sense I was about to blow a gasket. Those winged little scavengers couldn’t get away from me fast enough.

  Fucking Reed Luca. Ruining my goddamn life.

  The one guy I was devoted to avoiding had made himself unavoidable.

  Fine. If he wanted to mess with the bull, he was going to get the motherfucking horns. I turned my phone back on and typed out an email.

  To: Reed Luca

  From: Lola Sexton

  Reed,

  Congratulations on the new job.

  You’re an asshole.

  Sincerely,

  Lola Sexton

  As I sat there, on a park bench, on a day that should have felt like sunshine and goddamn unicorns, I was cursing Reed’s name with every creative epithet I could think of. I had only reached the dickface variety when my phone vibrated in my hands.

  And there sat an email.

  From the dickface himself.

  To: Lola Sexton

  From: Reed Luca

  Dearest Lola,

  Passionate words reveal a passionate soul.

  Maybe try using some of that passion for your advice column?

  And thank you so much. I’m looking forward to giving our readers much-needed perspective. What are we writing about this week?

  Love,

  Reed

  What are we writing about this week? I fought the urge to toss my phone toward the Golden Gate Bridge and focused my energy on a response.

  To: Reed Luca

  From: Lola Sexton

  Dear ASSHOLE,

  We are writing about men who think they know everything and how their holier-than-thou personalities can be detrimental to a relationship.

  Sincerely,

  Lola

  Suck. On. That.

  The sucking didn’t last long, though; he fired back a response a few minutes later.

  To: Lola Sexton

  From: Reed Luca

  Dear beautiful and intelligent Lola,

  Interesting topic. May I suggest looking at the wisdom and knowledge that can be gained from a man like that?

  Sincerely,

&nb
sp; Reed

  God, why couldn’t he respond like I expected or wanted?

  That’d be too easy, an annoying voice in my head taunted. It sounded like him.

  No. He had to do the complete opposite of normal human beings. Defensive and pissed off over being called an asshole? Not him.

  As far as I could tell, he was never self-justifying. Never angry.

  Just…Reed.

  That was the only way I knew how to describe him. He was on a completely different wavelength. If everyone else was tuned in to FM radio, listening to the latest pop and hip-hop songs, Reed Luca wasn’t even listening to the radio. He had some weird device that allowed him to listen to podcasts about the space-time continuum broadcasted by existential aliens.

  I needed to end this conversation before it resulted in me doing something crazy, like showing up at his apartment and strangling him.

  To: Reed Luca

  From: Lola Sexton

  May I suggest you stop emailing me before I come to your office and shove my stiletto up your ass?

  I swear, I’m not generally a violent person.

  I’m honestly a really nice girl.

  Holy hell, this guy made me feel crazy, like I was one interaction away from ending up on Dateline: Behind Bars.

  To: Lola Sexton

  From: Reed Luca

  Hmmm…stiletto? I’d gotten the impression you were more a Converse and Doc Martens kind of girl. Color me intrigued.

  And my office? I work from home now. I’m shocked the SF Times doesn’t let you do the same.

  I glanced down at my bare legs and Converse-clad feet and huffed out a breath of frustration.

  To: Reed Luca

  From: Lola Sexton

  I do work from home. I just figured the Journal would want to babysit your ridiculous ass for the first few months. You’re a bit of a loose cannon.

  And what are you trying to say, Reed? You got a problem with girls who wear Converse and Doc Martens?